Saturday, April 07, 2007
HMM....maybe you were in pain long before that? i dont know. i dont know if i should feel sad now that you've left.maybe you wanted to leave long ago already.
mum was always so worried about you. worried about you being depressed over the past. even in chinese new year when she called you, you were still raking up the past. so i kinda feel my mum's pain actually,though i dont really know you that well compared to my dad's side. oh well, i think it's better your pain ends here.
i miss my paternal grandad. cos there's this overwhelming urge to get to know him better so badly. too bad he left too early,and i can only know about him through my dad. i wanna try your food so badly. i have never talked to you before,but yet i miss you real bad.
11 more days to SYF.
ME.
Go ahead, spill