i dont know what to think.
really.
it was SO sudden. TOO sudden.
and im really scared.
i hope you're okay from the blow.
and until now,i still feel like i've been hit in the stomach.real hard.like my breath's been knocked outta me,because the facts cant seem to get to me.
please, tell me you're fine. please.im worried for you.i want you to be able to fall and yet get back up on your feet again,alright?
my birthday this year isn't gonna be a good one,and i hope im strong enough to support you,and myself as well.
i can do this.i HAVE to do this. someone please give me the strength, cos im not so sure that i can handle this myself.
this feeling of fear has never been so real to me before, and i can feel it eating at my insides,bit by bit.
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