flea came to crash my lecture today xD

i had lunch with fatben yesterday. HAHA. sorry la i didnt eat after all. i found out that i was running a 39degree fever afterwards.): YIMIN HAHA NO WONDER IT WAS SO HOT THERE AYE.(inside joke)


HAHA. flea's crashing was pretty fun. no one noticed a newcomer (since everyone pretty much looks the same in home clothes anyway)

bahaha. night safari on Saturday ((: cant wait to see the Halloween monsters people.HAHAHA. yimin please bring your ear muffs. i think you need them.



ngyokecheng hahaha. thanks for your advice/judgement/whatever you call it. low EQ indeed eh. glad you crashed. xD it was an experience of a kind heheh.maybe one day i'll crash your lecture too.


raaaah. i still havent bought 'Thanks for the memories' by Cecilia Ahern. ): dammit it was out of stock when i went taiwan the other time to find it.

pffft. back to homework.

-Edited-

for unknown reasons whatsoever, i feel i've become more bad tempered and quick tempered since the last few months.

i'm less tolerant now, more grumpy, less smiley, less cheerful,no-nonsense.whenever anyone wants to talk to me, it's either you spit it out straightaway or just dont bother me with your nonsense. i flare up too easily now.


for my entire life, i've never heard of the word "fierce" used to describe me till recently. my classmates think i'm fierce and scary. honestly those would be the last descriptions i thought i'd be.

i'm puzzled.

"it's like you're acting in this movie where everything's perfect, but you're the only one who's watching it."

i think that's how i've been feeling recently. i feel like pressing the rewind button of my life and taking a step back to see what actually went wrong.


it's like a piece of me is missing.

i've been told to act my age many times, but im not sure if this is it. does growing up really mean being the person that i am now? or does school life really do that to you?


i guess this is one of the many times where a person would start to doubt everything about life, and there'd be more of these moments to come.


pardon me while i find myself.


i might forgive, but i dont forget. is that a bit too much on my part?