this is one of the times , where everything seems to go wrong, and nothing is ever right.


man, i feel like a disappointment.

it's as if my efforts didnt pay off.


people keep telling me: move on. the world doesnt have time to hear you complain. they have better things to do than that.

i need to find something which can make me truly happy and satisfied doing.


i dont want to just go to school for the sake of it.

i dont wanna go out to work just for the sake of earning my keep.


dont we all have a stage in our lives where we cant seem to figure out anything, the purpose of everything? well yeah. i feel like im in an awkward stage right now.
not knowing why im doing any of this. isnt that supposed to be a teenage thing?so why am i going through it now?


one thing's for sure. i need to get my life back on track. i badly wanna figure out what im gonna do after next year, cos im afraid of not knowing what lies ahead.