currently feeling only a slight twinge of hope; but also slightly annoyed by the amount of procedures / documents to be processed to apply for courses. zzxzzxz.
crossing my fingers for now , though i know chances are minimal. Hopefully, i have a backup plan feasible enough if everything falls through.
excited at the prospects, regardless . who knows? whole new environment, whole new life, whole new perspective.
i'm just too bloody restless in mind and soul for my own good, really.