Hello, to those who are sick of the same title everytime you come to my blog.
I'm alive.barely.
It's just that my life has been....a bit of a drama recently, and work's turning me into the one of the least sociable people on earth.
I'm becoming a rebel this year. Maybe my puberty stage came a tad too late. )" Sigh. I hate being 20, a girl, and an only child, allllll at once.
My mum kept insisting that I'm thinner now, even though i stepped on the weighing scale in front of her.
My eating habits are way too good now. Excuse me while i go try to lose somemore weight without doing anything LOL.
I need a new swimsuit :/ My current one's a bit too small for me, but my mum doesn't think so. weird or what?!
I love looking at Tumblr pictures, but i don't have the urge to sign up for Tumblr, cos I'd be addicted to browsing through pictures all day long if i were to. :D
I like how the pictures describe how i'm feeling aptly, some make me tear, and some make me laugh like mad.
Life has its funny ways of throwing itself at you, I find. I need to start defragmenting bits and pieces of my memory and keeping all the nice ones. It's for my well-being after all, I suppose.
When i think about certain stuff there's this sort of raw and aching pain that I've never felt before, probably because I was too young to feel it in the past.
Pain ...makes me feel more alive these days.