I see it as my 'me' time, when i have a chance to reflect on my day, and think about something i've learnt from the whole day. think about what mistakes i might have made, think about random stuff, random people.

I feel the most vulnerable at night, cos it's when i let my thoughts wander,sometimes outta control. But i like it this way, cos it's dark and no one sees the weak side of me.

I don't like showing my weak side to people, because it feels like I'm losing control if i do.

This may sound scary, but i think i'm losing the ability to feel any emotions anymore.