The grey cave of never ending grief.

This is the second time I am having this dream.


.I tried searching for images of the one in my dream, but none came close.

I am standing in a mortuary with a few other people who are grieving over the death of their loved ones. A stranger comes over and tells us to close our eyes. When I next open my eyes I emerge in a tunnel -like cave with a light at the end with a slope at the side. A waterfall is splashing on my head from above, and the water is waist deep.( My first time of this dream ended here.)

Everything in the dream is grey in colour. The kind of light grey you get from concrete / facial mud. I'm surprised, as I rarely dream in colour. I make my way to the side and go up the slope. There is an Indian family walking on the slope,trying to make their way out, and they are letting out cries of pain. I figured that the only way to end the pain was to walk out of the tunnel-like cave, but the walk never seems to end.

In a flash, I am back at Kumon teaching the kids, and I ask one of them " Is your Mummy coming to pick you up today?" He replies " Mummy has gone to heaven"

I jolt awake.