Gone to the loo.

Recently

I received a text from a friend that I hadn't heard from for some time,asking when I was free to meet, and the first feeling I felt was guilt, because I'd totally forgotten about her in the back of my mind. I'd been so shagged out after Europe on New Year's Day that I didn't bother wishing anyone Happy New Year unless people texted me.

It was like " oh my god! Yeah I forgot she exists! ", because we don't normally talk to each other often, but when we do meet it's like nothing can make the atmosphere between us awkward and we pick up wherever we left off. Do you ever feel that way with some friends that you don't contact often??

I've been in bad control of my working schedule recently, just blindly accepting work days that my Kumon boss givess me without thinking whether I can cope, with school and piano teaching committments.

I think I'm subconsciously trying to keep myself mad busy just so that I stop thinking about silly stuff. My bad.

I'm finding myself a little breathless lately. :/ I've so many friends whom I haven't seen properly since 2014 started. My working schedule disallows me to be spontaneous in meetups, and some of my friends have been giving me flak over this. (LOL)

"WALAO just call in sick for work once la! Won't kill you right?! We/ I haven't seen you for so long! Everytime call you meet you got work! "

I know some people are just kidding, but I will strangle the next person who says the above to me and means it. I NEED TO FEED MYSELF, HELLO? If you want me to call in sick you better feed me till next May when I graduate. *bitchy stare* >:(

Ok rant over. I'm currently reading a book by Fanny Blake, a British author. Yes, British book. Yet again. If I had all the time in the world I'd probably INHALE the book in a day or two. But it's quite difficult now. ):

It's okay I'll finish it on the drive to KL teehee. I can't wait for my CNY break in KL actually, because CNY is pretty un-happening for me.

I pity those who have to go house visiting and "socialise" with relatives hahaha. I can envisage the entire CNY visiting scenario already; families go to relatives' houses, ask each other brainless questions that were already asked the previous year , younger ones sit on the edge of the sofa and reject every single snack offered, playing on their phones, only saying "gong xi fa cai" and waiting for THE ANGBAO.

It's pretty sad, actually. I know not all people dread CNY in this manner, but I've heard enough people complain about the impending CNY gloom for me to shudder at the thought of it. I'm quite happy scooting off elsewhere every CNY, thank you very much. I don't really care for the angbaos that I've missed over the past 22 years. Maybe just a little, for all the money I could have received.


Saturday, January 25, 2014 *Recently* I received a text from a friend that I hadn't heard from for some time,asking when I was free to meet, and the first feeling I felt was guilt, because I'd totally forgotten about her in the back of my mind. I'd been so shagged out after Europe on New Year's Day that I didn't bother wishing anyone Happy New Year unless people texted me. It was like " oh my god! Yeah I forgot she exists! ", because we don't normally talk to each other often, but when we do meet it's like nothing can make the atmosphere between us awkward and we pick up wherever we left off. Do you ever feel that way with some friends that you don't contact often?? I've been in bad control of my working schedule recently, just blindly accepting work days that my Kumon boss givess me without thinking whether I can cope, with school and piano teaching committments. I think I'm subconsciously trying to keep myself mad busy just so that I stop thinking about silly stuff. My bad. I'm finding myself a little breathless lately. :/ I've so many friends whom I haven't seen properly since 2014 started. My working schedule disallows me to be spontaneous in meetups, and some of my friends have been giving me flak over this. (LOL) "WALAO just call in sick for work once la! Won't kill you right?! We/ I haven't seen you for so long! Everytime call you meet you got work! " I know some people are just kidding, but I will strangle the next person who says the above to me and means it. I NEED TO FEED MYSELF, HELLO? If you want me to call in sick you better feed me till next May when I graduate. bitchy stare >:( . Ok rant over. I'm currently reading a book by Fanny Blake, a British author. Yes, British book. Yet again. If I had all the time in the world I'd probably INHALE the book in a day or two. But it's quite difficult now. ): It's okay I'll finish it on the drive to KL teehee. I can't wait for my CNY break in KL actually, because CNY is pretty un-happening for me. I pity those who have to go house visiting and "socialise" with relatives hahaha. I can envisage the entire CNY visiting scenario already; families go to relatives' houses, ask each other brainless questions that were already asked the previous year , younger ones sit on the edge of the sofa and reject every single snack offered, playing on their phones, only saying "gong xi fa cai" and waiting for THE ANGBAO. It's pretty sad, actually. I know not all people dread CNY in this manner, but I've heard enough people complain about the impending CNY gloom for me to shudder at the thought of it. I'm quite happy scooting off elsewhere every CNY, thank you very much. I don't really care for the angbaos that I've missed over the past 22 years. Maybe just a little, for all the money I could have received. Gone to the loo.be back in a mo. 10:57 PM.	ME. Joanne Self confessed cynic. I love questioning anything and everything around me You may or may not be looking at my alter ego on this blog Go ahead, spill