Fast forward ; April

Howdy. It's been quite some time since I updated on this space. It's been how many months since __ . 

One good thing is I've stopped counting the months. Gotten to know so many new people, gone out with them. Laughing a lot, so much that my sides hurt. Now these are the types of people that I wanna hang out with. Been moping too long already. I love discovering funny people. It's like discovering a long lost friend, a gem you didn't know existed. 

I'd pat myself on the back , for being such a brave girl, from crying non stop, missing a person, ( or rather the familiarity of it all) thinking about the stuff we did, passing by places that evoked painful feelings, hearing songs that reminded me of you.....

to becoming a person that goes out and gets a life. I feel more empowered than ever. I realise that no one can help relieve you of your emotional baggage. Sure, you can "Nah, help me hold awhile", like how you do with your shopping bags. But ultimately, you'll still have to take it back and find a place to put it down.

I realize that whenever I'm facing some sorta emotional shit or problems I'll text the default few friends. They've been my security blanket for so long. I don't know what I'd do without them (':

Yes I'm talking to you all , Alice , Gan Ma, Sin Yee, Yimin, and A FEW MORE LA I CAN'T REMEMBER NOW.

Every time I think that I have learnt so much, life never fails to surprise me, for real. Every time I think that there is no worse/ better person like him/ her, I get thrown off course.

My To-Buy makeup list is getting longer and longer. Hahahaha. The shit I do to keep myself sane while studying for exams.Can foresee that I'm gonna blow a lot of money by then. I'm turning 23 , bring it on bitches.